One year left..

I cant even start to imagine what it would be like if i only had a year to live, i think that most of my time would be planing my funeral. I would really treasure all of my time knowing i don't have much longer, i would live everyday like it was my last..I wouldn't let a day go by of me doing nothing. if my family knew i only had a year to live everyone would treat me differently. I don't know what i would really do if i only had a year unless it actually is happening to me. I think that it is so sad that some people actually have to go through this not knowing when they are going to die, not only them but there parents also knowing they don't have much time with there child. I hope i never have to go through this.